tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55839057089225945212011-04-22T08:49:33.952+05:30Zenzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07917957171276171171noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5583905708922594521.post-77634742239973305892008-01-23T23:01:00.000+05:302008-01-23T23:08:11.556+05:30<div align="justify">Today it became final. My partner is leaving the project. 10 months of honeymoon with the project and me is coming to an abrupt end today. Had I known earlier what was bothering him, I could have done something. But now it is too late, far beyond my capacity to do something. But still, I cherish the moments working with him. Atleast he was with us till the development of the product !! am thankful for that. Now, am not sure what's in store for me. </div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">I do admit that his leaving has very logical reasons. But afterall if we always think logical, we would hardly move anywhere. That's how I think about my life. I have always taken decisions in a blink, and thats what I did while starting this project tooo (15 months back). Now am too much into it. Emotionally too am attached with it. Now its the time for some retrospection. Is there something wrong in me ? hopefully not. Only time would say. </div><div align="justify"></div><div align="justify">To an extent am getting nightmares these days. Project issues along with exams...where am I heading to God ? No clue yet !!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5583905708922594521-7763474223997330589?l=zegnostic.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Zenzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07917957171276171171noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5583905708922594521.post-32278559782235206992008-01-20T12:14:00.001+05:302008-01-20T12:19:05.508+05:30<div style="text-align: justify;">It is said that people try to wander around the world to find God, forgetting to look within where God really stays. But here am in a different quest. It is not about finding where is God or not about debating whether God exists or not. I am rather trying to figure out answers for my uncleared questions. Those are burning inside me for past few years, am sure I would get that answer pretty soon coz a passionate quest never go waste. Few of those uncleared questions include, but not limited to:-<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Why there are so many intermediaries like religion, priests between man and God ?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Why is people fearing god ?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">What could be the objective of God in giving birth to people with terrible physical / mental ailments ?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Why people live in a dream to get into Heaven in future, when they have the choice to make the present life a heaven ?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">If God is beyond the understanding through logic, why did he give brain for us to think ?</span><br /><br />This blog is nothing but a quest to find answers for questions like this. Am sure am not the only one who is participating in this quest, rather every human does. But somehow only few shows the courage to question the establishment, others succumb to fear.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5583905708922594521-3227855978223520699?l=zegnostic.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Zenzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07917957171276171171noreply@blogger.com