Today it became final. My partner is leaving the project. 10 months of honeymoon with the project and me is coming to an abrupt end today. Had I known earlier what was bothering him, I could have done something. But now it is too late, far beyond my capacity to do something. But still, I cherish the moments working with him. Atleast he was with us till the development of the product !! am thankful for that. Now, am not sure what's in store for me.
I do admit that his leaving has very logical reasons. But afterall if we always think logical, we would hardly move anywhere. That's how I think about my life. I have always taken decisions in a blink, and thats what I did while starting this project tooo (15 months back). Now am too much into it. Emotionally too am attached with it. Now its the time for some retrospection. Is there something wrong in me ? hopefully not. Only time would say.
To an extent am getting nightmares these days. Project issues along with exams...where am I heading to God ? No clue yet !!
